Sometimes...

Sometimes I wish I had a spare cell phone just for the express purpose of throwing it at the wall in frustration. Not that I'm particularly frustrated at the moment but still. It's as if throwing something and seeing it explode into a million pieces would be somewhat satisfying. Kinda like how some people get satisfaction from punching something (i.e. a punching bag or someone's shoulder). But as I'm not exactly a fighter, throwing things somehow gives that same kind of satisfaction. Sometimes I think I would throw my laptop against the wall, except that would be stupid since I would then be without a laptop and would lose any work that was on it among other stuffs. Hence having a cell phone just for throwing against a wall. It would be even better if I could put the pieces back together, though somehow I doubt that could happen. And this is why I have failed to get said cell phone because then I would also be out a couple bucks or so...And the cell phone would be broken probably beyond my fixing capabilities and I would have a gazillion pieces to pick up and throw out...and no I don't bottle up my emotions too much so don't worry...and usually I don't get frustrated to the point of wanting to break something so it's all good. And I'm getting the idea that I'm not succeeding in convincing you of my sanity so I will drop the shovel and stop digging...

Oh and Happy First Day of Summer tomorrowx